November 2010
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November 27, 2010
Posted by Sherri Leah Henkin under
Change,
Spiritual Growth
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I’m totally open to new possibilities – for ideas, visions, and learning something new. I am totally open to the possibility that there can be a transformation in my life. I am totally open to the possibility that I can meet new people. I’m totally open to the possibility that doors can open that I can’t even see. (Thank you, Tzipora Harris, for introducing me to these concepts.)
I don’t have to travel the road alone. I don’t have to envision all the results. I simply need to start down the road, work on my faith and trust in G-d (those of you who know me, know that this is my Higher Power; choose your own), and be open to possibilities.
What adventures and new vistas await me?
photo by SL Henkin
November 11, 2010
Posted by Sherri Leah Henkin under
Change,
Spiritual Growth
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What else can I say? It’s the first anniversary of my husband’s passing. Our custom is to light a candle in memory of the person who has passed from this world. I lit a bee’s wax candle – it’s pretty and has a nice smell. Bees remind me of gardens, which remind me of Herschel.
The premise that our lives can change in a moment is very real to me. I mulled that thought over several times this year. It’s real. In the matter of a few moments our lives changed on 5 Kislev 5770/21 November 2009. I became a widow. Herschel went to another world.
May the memory of Herschel Avraham ben Simcha Yosef be a blessing.
November 6, 2010
Posted by Sherri Leah Henkin under
Change,
Spiritual Growth
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It’s almost a year since my husband, Herschel, passed away. The anniversary of his passing is this coming week (according to the Hebrew calendar, which follows a lunar cycle). Tonight I feel as if I’m out of my body looking down at me moving around. Am I really living without my husband? Am I moving through life on my own? How did I make all those major decisions this year?
I don’t believe it’s really me. Then I look in the mirror and recognize the face looking back at me. I know this woman. However, she’s different from a year ago. She does look older; hopefully a bit wiser, stronger and more centered.
It’s almost a year. Hard to believe. Thank you for travelling this transition with me.